Life is brutal and terrible and lonely and horrible for a lot of people, gay straight, bi or whatever. I am still struggling but now I don't put sex into "right" or "wrong" categoriesĪnd I'm learning that being gay is normal and not really a big deal. made me really sadĪnyhow over the past 2 years I can have been seeing a therapist and finally came out for real. ĭuring this time I saw several co-workers get together, get married and now have kids. Then I moved and got into a job that put me in a lot of small towns. I just admitted to being gay, but I didn't accept myself. So my friend got me to talk to other gay guys and try and accept myself.īut I didn't accept myself. I was so freaked out I told him I didn't know what he was talking about.Įventually, after a mental breakdown pretty much and a lot of booze and tears, I finally admitted I was gay. It wasn't until i was 26 or 27, i Forget, that a very good friend finally asked me when I was gonna come out of the closet. At that time the last thing you wanted to be was gay (at least in my mind) Was 13 in 1986 and there was no chance of coming out then. I don't have flair I don't know how to do it.
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